HEY! HEY!

2010-10-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

I got the will, I find a way
Nobody can steal my dream
It's mine, it's mine alone
I am responsible for it
Nothing can stop me!
That's it!
PERIOD!

Happiness

2010-09-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

What's Happiness to you?

1) He who can make others happy, is happy *
2) Warm hugs are better than cold shoulders
3) Happiness is more a state of health than wealth *
4) There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way - Wayne Dyer
5) Positive self-talk is the key to experiencing happiness *
6) You cannot be thankful and unhappy at the same time *
7) Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved - Victor Hugo
8) Remember that very little is needed to make a happy life - Marcus Aurelius
9) Happiest are the people who give most happiness to others - Dennis Diderot
10) The spend thrift is happy a few hours; the saver, all his life *
11) To get joy we must give it and to keep joy, we must scatter it - Unknown *
12) People are just about as happy as they make up their minds to be. - Abraham Lincoln
13) Keep your face in the sunshine and you can never see the shadow - Helen Keller *
14) A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery, on a detour *
15) Happiness is not having what you want, but enjoying what you have *
16) The happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts - Marcus Aurelius *
17) Success is getting what you want; Happiness is wanting what you get *
18) People whose main concern is with their own happiness seldom find it *
19) Truely understanding the power of gratitude can change your life forever
20) For every minute that you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness *
21) Happiness is the act of being tough with ourselves and tender with others
22) Being miserable is a habit; being happy is a habit; and the choice is yours - Tom Hopkins *
23) Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they have *
24) Like swimming, riding, writing, or playing golf, happiness can be learned
25) It is difficult for you to find happiness. It is easier to let happiness find you *
26) Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving - Og Mandino
27) Almost all unhappiness in life comes from the tendency to blame someone else *
28) The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance; the wise grows it under his feet. ~ James Openheim
29) Happiness is not about having what you want; It is about wanting what you have *
30) When someone does something good, applaud! You will make two people happy - Samuel Goldwyn
31) Until you are happy with what you are, you will never be happy with what you have *
32) My riches consist not in the extent of my possessions, but in the fewness of my wants - J. Brotherton
33) Let every one develop his special talent. Nothing else will keep him permanently happy *
34) Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass. It is about learning how to dance in the rain - Vivian Greene *
35) Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself - Og Mandino
36) Life events and experiences comes and goes like the weather, regardless of my preference
37) Happiness is that state of consciousness which proceeds from the achievement of one's values." - Ayn Rand
38) Only one thing has to change for us to know happiness in our lives: where we focus our attention - Greg Anderson
39) Most people ask for happiness on condition. Happiness can only be felt if you don't set any condition - Arthur Rubinstein
40) You believe that things or people make you unhappy. This is not accurate. You make yourself unhappy - Wayne Dyer
41) Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy - Thich Nhat Hahn *
42) Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed - Thomas Jefferson
43) There are two ways to get enough. One is to continue to accumulate more and more. The other is to desire less. *
44) Most unhappy and frustrated people are that way because they’re trying to do something nature didn’t equip them for *
45) If you want to be happy for a day, have a party. If for a week take trip. If for a year plant a garden. If for life find a worthy goal *
46) The happy people are those who are producing something; the bored people are those who are consuming much and producing nothing - William Ralph Inge *
47) Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside - Og Mandino
48) Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. - Gotama Buddha *
49) The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well - Ralph Waldo Emerson

2010-08-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

I'm no longer that girl that you'll think I may use to be.
I have my thoughts and feelings too...

I want to make certain decision in my life, I want to live for myself and not for others.
I have my own dreams to fulfill...

I want to grow up so badly, I want to have my own freedom of choice.
How to let you understand my inner feelings...

I really love what I have in life now and I will cherish what I have.
Give me your understanding and I will not ask more than that

jiayou~

2010-08-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

Challenges is something we must face in order to grow stronger~

I need to face it on my own, internal conflicts.
When can I overcome everything that is in my heart now?
This question can only be answered by myself.

I speak what I want and dun think about what I dun want.
I will be in control of my elephant, to lead me to somewhere I want to be in life.

I met someone that I never ever dream of meeting, I love him and I really learned a great deal from him.
Thanks for everything. Thank god for letting me meet him, thank my parent for bringing me up as a very healthy and smart girl.
I really want to do something in return for my parents, that's what really touched my heart.
I want my parents to retire and I really want them to understand me.

I will get my priorities right, I will show everyone my ability, I will be strong. I dun want to be the "guiping" in the past.
Of course I cannot change in a day, but I have made a DECISION to GROW. Change is constant and inevitable but growth is optional.

Every single person have unlimited potential, but whether if they want to tap into their unlimited potential really depends on them.
I want to tap into my unlimited potential~ I want to grow stronger internally. I am on my way to achieve my blue bucket of water starting from my clear water. Drop by drop, and overcome my internal struggles!

2010-05-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

time pass so fast~ 1 month following by 1 month~

I must learn and I will learn~

It's all in the mind.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshin, you make me happy when skies are grey.
You never know dear how much I love you. Please dun take my sunshine away.

I know I will eventually find my sunshine that will never leave me foreva.

2010-05-06T00:25:00.003+08:00

I'm having a mixed feeling...haiz...

I know I should not have that~
I know...I know...I know...

haiz...somtimes I just can't do it because I'm a foolish girl living in self denial...
I dunno how I'm feeling...what I'm feeling...~

Gui Ping~ you can do it~ tell yourself u can and you will...

University life~ Faster come please...somehow I'm bored with the days of work work and work.

T.T

Jia you~

Journey to find a purpose in my life~ ^^

I want to dance~
I love dancing...
A way to express myself~
A way to escape from the world of reality~ =)

2010-04-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

Haiz...I'm totally...>.< !!!

SunDAY! =P MonDaY! =)

2010-04-05T16:45:00.005+08:00

Today woke up washed up and off I go to teach my dearest melvin tuition~

1pm to 2.30pm~ (normally my tuition session with him is on tuesdays but because last tuesday I am knocked down by fever so need to have a make up lesson with him)

During tuition received Sally sms to ask me to go jp haha~
Just nice I am free to go with her hahaha! =)

Shopped, chatted and laughed with her hahaha! =)

Had loads of fun shopping with her la...we even bought the same clothes HAHA!!!
Took stupid pictures in the fitting room with her heex!
Pictures will be posted soon~ because I'm at work now so cannot post pictures T.T *Sobs*

So we walk JP from 3pm all the way to 7pm ( and we think that JP is really very SMALL)
But JP is still the bestest shopping mallI ever went. There is almost everything~
Seen evolution from the OLDEST jp to old jp to the jp now~ =P

My life is boring isn't it? =P But boring life have it's excitement too! ( I enjoy the boredom sometime, and i mean only "sometime" la)

7pm till 11plus pm

Went out for dinner at Lai Lai, it was quite ok ba~ just that dun ever try cold potato noodle cause it taste like rubber heex! =P
Let everything be slow~ simple~
Nature will takes its course ^^
Whatever is meant to be will eventually turn out fine and good...
"For which lesson in the past is always for a better now" =]
Had a nice night out that day~ memories will be kept in my heart =)

Today!!!

Monday: 5/4/10

Working working working~ most enjoyable time:12pm to 2pm (passed so fast)
Today I find Singaporean quite friendly~ ( so RARE!)
HAHA!
Meeting my secondary school dance peeps later!
Nice gathering to catch up with everyone! =)
Long time since the last time I actually gather with all of them! ^^
Hope that there will be more such gatherings before school starts again~

Heard from my friend that some people already got their acceptance letter from NUS FASS!!!
OMG! I really want to get in there and pursue my degree for geography! T.T
Hope that my acceptance letter come SOON!!!
Dun make me wait for too long ok~ If not my neck will become like giraffe de.

Overall: my mood is good recently! I enjoy my slow pace life =)

2010-04-04T01:55:00.004+08:00

Saturday: which is TODAY!

Went out with weng qin, yi qi, bao hui and jiayi~ =)

Went to Kbox with them from 12pm to 2pm

( supposedly to be 11am, but thanks to my late queen baby qin qin~ I waited at the old JP interchange for her for like 20 mins! HAHAHA! but ok la~ worth it cos long time nvr see her le)

Ate brunch at k box...I think it is call K lunch I think? HAHA!

Then after that stood at mrt station wondering where is our next stop...apparently we still chose our 2nd home! Jurong Point! A place that is almost like our 2nd home!

Went to bakerzin and had a drink...~ Chatting session with them is so relaxing and nice haha!

Nice to catch up with friends!

Discussed about a lot of lame stuff hahaha!!!

About family, relationship, studies, present...~

So funny! Girls talk!

Then we went to buy some stuff and decided to have dinner at pizza hut, went to john little with yiqi~ HAHAHA! Had some laughs here and there, crap crap crap~

Finally, my day ended!

Some unhappy stuff happen when I am on my way home! Because one ah ma behind me pushed me and accused me of stopping suddenly T.T

Feel so wronged by her...whole bus think that I am the bad girl when I am not! T.T sob!

Sunday: 1pm to 2.30pm I will need to visit my dearest tuition kid~ to give him geog tuition!

Hmmm...hope everything will be nice! =)

my life recently~

2010-04-02T13:40:00.006+08:00

goodness~
I feel so sick these few days...~ So suay~ Fever! fever! fever! T.T
I really need to take good care of myself...no matter how much I sleep I still feel giddy and have a lil bit of headache sometimes... Sorry that I cannot go to the sakura dinner date with my colleagues, because of my dumb dumb body that protested because I always ill treat it. ( Next time I will not be as weak anymore ^^)

I haven submit my admission to SMU...and was wondering if I should...because SMU is a place that I won't want to go. They dun have the course that I like and I do not want to go for the interview.

Actually I felt quite bad recently...I know I should not have such feelings but I can't stop that feeling...hope everything will be over soon! =) Will face it and solve it =) Have not been updating my blog recently.~ But because of wanrong having a new blog~ I have decided to update my blog as long as I have time =) HEEX!

I need to find some excitement in my life~ IF not it will be too boring liao~ Everyday doing the same thing over and over again is SOOOO BORING!!! I'm sorry that I can't join my girlfriends for the picnic today because I'm sick =( I dunno if I can make it for the drama... so sorry =( Long time never see yi feng le~ If tonight I can't make it I will make sure next time I will go for sure ok! ^^

Ok~ shall end my post here and I will need to rest again~ =P Feel like I'm a pig these few days~ =)

What if we already met the right person but weren't ready to fall in love? ...

something LOL!!!

2010-03-24T16:07:00.001+08:00

I'm laughing heex! =P

2010-03-19T16:43:00.001+08:00

haha! girls~

2010-03-19T16:35:00.003+08:00

Work work work~ =)
Hmmm...my life is simple but they are filled with colours because of all my friends that are aroung me! =)

Going for a PGC outing later at night! Heex~
Kind of excited! =P

I had never regret joining PA =P

LOL! because of wan rong er~ and yi mei mei! They make me like to read tumblr too!

HAHA!

I wonder why girls like stuff that are so emotional ~
I wonder why girls are so complicated sometimes.
HAHA!

only reason is because : we are just made to be like that.

Can you imagine a world filled with guys~ HAHA!

Girls are here to bring life and happiness!

So I'm happy that I'm a girl too! =P

2010-03-19T16:34:00.001+08:00

This is so cute! HAHAHA!

2010-03-19T16:31:00.000+08:00

HAHA~ LOL! I am blogging because I am slacking at work heex!

2010-03-19T16:12:00.001+08:00

ADD ON : All the other days I shall just only be HAPPY! =P

HEEX!

2010-03-19T16:03:00.002+08:00

HAHA! this is so cool~ This is true to me in the past! =P
But from now onwards I will only smile when I am going to bed! =)

2010-03-16T13:21:00.002+08:00

A beautiful quote

2010-03-14T01:16:00.002+08:00

Wan Rong send this to me...

I think the colour is nice!

As for content~ erm...no comment.

2010-03-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

I am tired...confused...haiz...dunno~

I am a stress ball...getting squeezed by ppl T.T

I really want to stay happy but sometimes certain things really bother me too much that i can't take it

Ring Ding Dong~

2010-03-02T11:28:00.004+08:00

HAHA! posting for fun now...~

hmmM~

dark clouds around my head please please go away oK? =)

I want a beautiful rainbow~ that brighten up my life...~ ^^

haha~ I am a drama fanatic! I keep watching drama whole day long~

hmmm...should I take half day or full day leave for friday~ dilemma~

All decision depend on wanrong~ =) HAHA!

family~

2010-02-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

my aunt birthday~ =) HAHA!

With cousins (at the back) , brother,aunt and me (infront)~ =P

working in PA as VC

2010-02-25T21:36:00.007+08:00

A very very cute animation in my handphone! heex!

My desk~ Work work work~

working...~ =P HAHA!

I find that working is not about the boredom of the job~ It is the enjoyment and laughter you get during job because of all the funny and friendly people! =P HAHA

Hmmm...sometimes when you dun hold on to something too tightly...you will find that actually there is more stuff for you to hold on then only 1 =P !

I hope everything will turn out fine for me!

memories...~ Bold Italic

2010-02-19T09:32:00.004+08:00

transparency...black paper...
silver pen...
your words...
black binding ring...
pink beads...
transparent beads...
needle...
name...
white paper...

If ever~

2010-02-18T22:49:00.009+08:00

Randomly found this photo in my computer~ =P

HAHA!

Happiness can be so simple! So I must smile even more!!! ^^

Laughter is contagious~

I want to be contaminated by it every now and then HEEX!

Just feel like blogging today~ WEE!

2010-02-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

HAHA! so happy during work these few days~ becos the ppl there keep making me laugh! =P

The time I always looked forward to is during 12pm on the weekdays because it is LUNCH! The other time is 6pm because it is OFF FROM WORK!

Doing thing secretively is SO FUN! ( lucky nvr get caught! HAHA!)

Shall not elaborate alot becos it is inner secret =P

Also created a secret club =P HAHAHA!!!! Just happy~ ^^

even though I still need to prepare a presentation during the CNY break but I am still HAPPY! =P

10 mins presentation...prepare slides ourselves...backup solutions...EMC...competitors of EMC...ahhh~ why a temp. staff like me have to do the job that normally permanent staff do HAHA! But ok la~ good learning opportunities man! (ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHTEST SIDE OF LIFE)

* I see light* * winks*

I am doing good now~!
Improving steadily...and I think I found back my real laughter...found back the kind of happiness I used to have...I am that happy little girl again...once more =)
Thanks to all my friends that are around me! I will continue to be happy! I promise! I will! =)
Friends are really one of the best things you can have on earth!

2010-02-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

2010-02-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

I want to rest...I dun want to have any rest...

I want to dream...I dun want to have any dream...

2010-02-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

Sick? tired? dunno...

I think I just lost my faith in it...

Who can help me find it back...

I reallydo not understand myself anymore... T.T

memories

2010-02-06T15:42:00.002+08:00

When your wound is prise open again...

you have nothing more left

and it keep on bleeding non-stop...

2010-01-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

I believe...I believe...I believe...Should I continue believing?

I am not gullible...just that I trust too much...

Working is tiring but at least my long journey of life dun seems so long...

Life is short but who really can live with no regrets?

I want to live with no regret but it is impossible...

Change is the only constant thing...and yup it really is....It's time for me to change~ ^^

2010-01-23T01:48:00.004+08:00

Haha... Future seems so bleak...there will be numerous of unknowns...hope all those unknowns will be some good things! ^^

雨霖铃

寒蝉凄切，对长亭晚，骤雨初歇。
都门帐饮无绪，留恋处，兰舟催发。
执手相看泪眼，竟无语凝噎。
念去去、千里烟波，暮霭沉沉楚天阔。
多情自古伤离别，更那堪、冷落清秋节。
今宵酒醒何处?
杨柳岸、晓风残月。
此去经年，应是良辰好景虚设。便纵有、千种风情，更与何人说?

Haha I think most of them dunno what this poem means...hmmm but I really think some parts of it really show how I feel now HAHA ^^

Its really the time...

斑竹枝，
斑竹枝，
泪痕点点寄相思。
楚客欲听瑶瑟怨，满江深夜月明时。

I just want to be a little happy girl I always used to be...

I just can't cry out...no matter how sad I am I just can't...I want to forget but I dunno why it keep appearing in my mind =(
Haiz...I dunno I dunno...
I think I am the only one that is sooo affected...WHY? haiz...Why am I always the one...I dun wan to fall in love anymore haiz...

ME~

2010-01-21T17:57:00.001+08:00

So funny looking at all the previous post I posted since 2008? hahaha!

hmmm...It really bring back a lot of memories...HAHA!

I am keeping a small diary now...~ hope that I can fill it up all with happy little things that happen to me everyday =)

I want to be a happy girl ^^

I dun really understand myself...maybe no one really did understand me totally~

Pheww~ I am going to end my work SOON! HAHA blogging in office make me feel so guilty =P

work work work

2010-01-14T01:28:00.004+08:00

Working is enjoyable during lunch break~
Everyday the 2 things I never fail to look forward to during weekdays are

1. LUNCH 12PM
2. OFF FROM WORK 6PM

I am so happy to work with the people I know, wanrong, kahpoh, rosselini, wanting and fran
I think I will have fear to talk very long on the phone next time.
Everyday making near 100++ phone calls is quite tough. haha! =)

How I wished my 50th day faster come!!! =P hahaha! I want my 800 dollars of bonus~!

Hmmm...I thought a part- time job should be carefree and happy...but who knows the darkness behind it =P

Senior manager is rushing me for leads...~

I must buck up and work extra extra hard tmr to generate leads for them! JIAYOU!

Shirley is such a nice project manager...I really shouldn't dissappoint her ^^

looking forward to orientation~ and all the best to my junior in choosing their colleges and subject combination =) And JC life is all about self discipline =)

1st post in 2010

2010-01-03T12:45:00.010+08:00

Woo~ Time really do FLIES! HAHA! 2010...~ I hope it will be the best year I ever had! =P Nowadays...I busy with my work? everyday 9am - 6pm...seems boring but actually I think it is quite fun actually =P get to talk to those IT professionals EVERYDAY on the weekdays.

26 Dec, baohui's birthday celebration. Went to manhattan fish market to eat ^^ so yummmy! Then went to a chinese pub call lunar to have a drink heeex. The cocktails is nice nice nice ^^ ( I dun like that pub at all, scare me to death...)

28 Dec, my 1st day of work! Simply went there and rot...nothing much for me to do other then listening to my supervisor and other ppl calling the IT staff

29-31 Dec, working can be fun as long as u enjoy it. heex~

31 Dec, the fireworks is SO NICE! I want to watched it again in 2010 haha!

1 Jan rotted at home, resting and my arms is soooo tired after playing wii on 31 Dec!!! But it is super fun! =P heex!

2 Jan, went to jing wen wen hse to play mahjong! AND THE BUS FARE IS SUPER SHOCKING...I think I really have to adjust to the "adult fare" mood so that I won't forget to tap my card =P HAHA! Had a great time there, I think I am always the one that make the most noise =P heex!

2009-12-27T17:57:00.002+08:00

2009-12-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

craving for macaroons and chocolates!!!

2009-12-27T17:25:00.014+08:00

mushroom head~ =P hahahhahaahaha!!!! outing with class is fun!

Repost:

Don't dwell on the past. Your history can't be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what's going to happen instead of worrying about what you can't change. Don't waste your time being sad, because you're wasting away moments in which you could be happy.

The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone. It is feeling the same as you ever did, even though you know you shouldn’t, because he doesn’t anymore.

Ytd was bao hui's birthday celebration =)

blue lagoon...margarita...cosmopolitan...lychee Martini...grasshopper...

HEEX! just uploading photos~

2009-12-27T17:16:00.002+08:00

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand. Because for so long I’ve been hurt, and for so long you’ve ignored it. And maybe it is bad timing, but maybe i don’t care. I’ve been here all along, just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too. But you haven’t, and maybe you never will. Or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same and in the end, I’m the one who’s left broken and crying myself to sleep. So screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will.

Another repost...haha~ just becos I have nth better to do...

hmmmm~

2009-12-27T16:39:00.004+08:00

Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you.

The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday.

The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kid that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.

This is a post by someone else =P but I think it is pretty true~ haha

2009-12-21T02:07:00.003+08:00

I am hungry~

Went out with my juniors today~ to fetch WENG QIN QIN from singapore airport haha!

Had loads of fun with them. I nvr fail to laugh haha!

I wanted to go back to the past so much when I saw them...the fun we had..the internal jokes we used to make...all these memories are just so precious to me. ^^

18-12-09 went out with my classmates to the settlers right after the stay over at rena's hse on 17/12 haha! =P super tired after that but I am so happy that I can stay over at her hse for the 1st time! =P I still feel the familiarity despite that we didn't meet up aft such a long period of time.

I am still very very very desperate for a job!!!

I just want to have an aim everyday~

A hope that keep me going on...

A thing to look forward to every morning~

A distraction that can keep me occupied...

A little something that fill up a bit of my heart =)

I think I really have many sides~

A happy me

An emotional me

A sad me

A crazy me

A blur me

A pessimistic me

haha~ which I think everyone also have la =P

Some may know all...~

Some may not...

Sometimes I dun really understand my thoughts too.

Sometimes certain things

It's not that I dunno...It's just that I cannot...

It's not that I never try...It's just that I always fail...

It's not that I dun want it...It's just that it was never meant to be...

I dunno why but nowadays sometimes I just love to be alone more...

Maybe I really need some quiet time with myself because in the past I always like the crowd

I like to walk alone sometimes...I like to sit alone sometimes...I just like to be alone sometimes...

I have a feeling of lost nowadays...other then waiting for my A level results, looking for job, going out with friends and play I have nth much more to look forward to. I think others may also have this thought ba.

still searching...

searching for hope

searching for a meaning in my life

searching for a happy little girl that exist inside me

searching for a peace in my heart and mind

searching for ... ~

Miracles...what is it all about?

great day!

2009-12-14T11:22:00.006+08:00

EMO is not my trademark! AND I WILL NEVER LET IT BE =P HAHAHA!

I was like down with super serious gastric pain on 12-12-09 haha! Feel as if I am really going to faint man! =P But thanks to all my fren that keep me company by smsing me that day wor~ I feel so touched! ^^

All the vomiting pain and giddiness is much less painful with all of the care and concern you'll showed =)
Then I begin to realise actually I really have loads of friends that are really close to me =)

Went qian ting's hse to bake ytd haha! SO random but it was fun!

1st time taking LRT 1st time going to Bukit Panjang Plaza~

Met KKK hahaha! so funny =P

The molten chocolate cake we baked was a success!!! haha! I is soooo nice and delicious haha! going to bake again SOON! =)

Played mahjong with qianting's brother, xiang hui and qian ting

Qian ting is the poor soul that day because she didn't win any game after 16 rounds =P

Qian ting's brother super pro! He keep winning and when he win we were all like sian diao~

Lucky we didn't play with money if not sure lose like hell man! =P

I did win! I won like 3 rounds and 1 round I "hu" wrongly and xiang hui keep suan-ing me la!

HAHA shall upload photos later...~ =) had a great day with all my beloved friends~ ^^

once you are out of my life you will never come in again as the same role anymore

2009-12-12T13:03:00.010+08:00

my jie mei's ahhaha! rena, wanrong, me jing wen!
my classmates! haha!!

dun look like me when i am with make-up? haha! so many ppl can't recognise me on that day~ hmmm...~ really wor? =P

haha~ had a great day on dec 7! =) I didn't regret spending so much on prom~

It is just like a "cinderella" night...Viva Las Vegas~

Everyone look so gorgeous so handsome~

But after that day everything change back to normal again~

I think the nxt event that I will be pretty again is during my wedding HAHAHAHA! =P

Took a lot of pictures with a lot of peeps. But I still didn't manage to take with all~ The place was chaotic and I also didn't manage to see everyone~ =(

Haha~

Prom is a event with a mixture of happiness and a tinge of sorrow~

Because after that day~ you might never meet some of them any more other then the day of receiving A level results...

My 2 years seems to pass JUST SO FAST!

Experienced a lot of new things too~

I didn't regret coming to JJC because I know so much more new friends~

Made a lot of good friends too!

And because of them I felt so loved ^^ haha ( a bit mushy hor? )

I seriously love my class 08S31 haha!

I hate the phrase call " 天下无不散之宴席 " this means that there are always separation and it is inevitable~

haha!

hmmmm...Sometimes I hope human aren't so superficial but I dun deny that no matter how good a person you are you will be superficial in some way or another. This include me too! =) haha!

hmmm...memorable~

1st time when to a club too~ suppa club...

And ty to 2 king gentleman who lend me their blazer ching kit and hong yu ty wor! I am a polite girl! =P but even if i put on 2 blazer i still felt cold dunno why =P hahaha!

Then went home...my days just ended like that~

But memories will stay in my heart foreva!

2009-12-09T02:56:00.002+08:00

without make up at lu yao's hse! =P

wil update tmr *...to be continued

2009-12-08T15:46:00.002+08:00

HAIZ...~ I shall forget forget forget~

2009-12-08T15:41:00.002+08:00

FRUSTRATED!

I AM SO GOING TO EXPLODE!

HAIZ...shall not talk about any more...I REALLY JUST FEEL DAMN SUCKY!

2009-12-05T09:02:00.009+08:00

That is when I truly have a big smile on my face... T.T

启程

人生不过就如此吗？
快乐有这么的难吗？

人好现实。

痛又有谁知？

就当是梦一场吧。。。

至少在梦里我真的是快乐的。。。

不用勉强的笑，不用故作开心，不用伤心，不用难过。

I want my heart to smile...

No matter how much I want to return to my secondary school life I can't.

We have to grow, we have to learn.

Time is cruel...but human are even more cruel.

我真的也想快点经历人生下一个节段。。。逃离现在。。。

2009-12-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

If everything can be so easy~ I will do it...

2009-12-04T01:22:00.002+08:00

I really do believe it and I really trust it...

but just let this period be as fun as possible for me

Just let me smile and laugh from the bottom of my heart

Just give me the strength to endure and carry on, I need it badly!

I am tired of running a endless marathon without any end...

2009-12-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

Going out with hui yan yan and lu ya0 yao soon~ =P

A long story~

2009-12-02T03:24:00.008+08:00

Caution! A boring post ahead!

Haha~ Had a great day out with weng qin qin aka my niang zi. haha!~ =P

Went to her house at about 1 plus? haha~ had a hard time deciding where to go la!
So eventually we decided to eat buffet at sakae, but we only ate like 14 plates and we are alrdy super full! So wasted! I think my appetite is getting smaller (lao le...)

Hmmm...went to mini toons to look for handphone pouch but didn't manage to get any.
Went bodyshop once again! And the perfume is really very nice~ ( allan you finally did something beneficial to us! =P)

Soon after that we decided to go FLYER! because student promotion is only $10 per ride during weekdays! ( As a Singaporean I must at least experience it once in my lifetime!)
haha~ we alight at raffles place which is like quite dumb =P because city hall is nearer to the flyer...

So we just walk walk walk and believe that eventually we will reach our destination. Oh! and eventually we saw it! ( even though we are like soooo far from it) Heex! Happy! ^_^

On the way there...saw many people jogging (because of the upcoming standard chartered marathon) then we are chatting and chatting all the way~ =P

I think we really have endless topic ba! hahaha! or maybe I am simply too chatty

Including the cabin there are only like 4 people including myself and weng qin. And the other 2 seems to be a couple? haha.

LOL! SO WEIRD! goodness~ haha!

hmmm...the ride is quite ok. haha! I mean it really depends on who you are with hahaha!

Ok~ shall not say so much. ^^

let's fast forward!

Went to pioneer mall to have a drink and continued our chatting session! haha! The time is already 12.19am =P

Asked hong yu to come down and chat with us too~
He really is 随传随到 de la! HAHA!

Chat till abt 2 am and finally the "killer phone call" came... haha!

THAT's ALL! ( a lot more things happen in the middle but really being too long winded so shall keep it as precious memories deep in my heart)

Btw why should I worry if this post is very long winded or not =P

I am dumb...

How I wish "it" will really come true...even though it is really impossible...

2009-12-02T02:55:00.001+08:00

I still feel empty no matter how much I try to fill it up~

It is like a black hole!

2009-12-01T03:11:00.008+08:00

You treat me like a rose~ you give me room to grow...

I will be back to blogging soon~ ^^ my sorrow my pain~ at least there is a place for me to voice~

I am a very simple girl~ that always think too much~ super fickle minded

But if there is ever a chance I can find someone that will make me think as little as possible as decisive as possible and I will know that I've found you~ ^^

asymptote~

2009-12-01T03:08:00.001+08:00

Asymptote

I dun like asymptote because it never ever reach...and never ever will...

just like me and u

BLANK AS IT MAY SEEMS TO BE~

2009-12-01T03:01:00.004+08:00

All I can say is haiz...~ I wonder who really do understand my heart~ my emptiness my sorrow my thoughts~ everything seems so happy on the outside. But one day I will eventually be tired and sick of everything~ =(

I know it is not the end of my world, but I just need something to numb myself.

Now then I realize how good my acting skill is hahaha~ such a ridiculous comment eh?

MY 2009~

2009-10-28T01:56:00.002+08:00

this yr~

Jan: it is a fun & busy month but because of this month i feel my life so complete~
Feb: a memorable month with all the laughter and fun~ with all the new friend i made~ =)
March: it is the month that a lot of things changes~ need to go back to study~
April: my SYF...haha~ happiness...sadness...time flies~
May: haha~ mixture of sweetness and bitterness~
June: holiday= study break. Fun? sure there are. Sad? of cos there will be =)
July: everything changes...my world started to turn grey
August: I guessed i am tired...~
September: drastic changes? but rmb change is the only thing in the world that is contant =)
October: hectic hectic A level A level A level...~ hahaha~ counting down
November: A level period...do not disturb =P
December!!!!! omg!!!! faster come please heex! =)

this is a yr that i learn a lot really a lot~ =)

2009-10-28T01:48:00.001+08:00

EVERYBODY STRIVE ON! 12 MORE DAYS ONLY!!!

2009-10-28T01:40:00.001+08:00

haha~ i think we are simply parallel lines or asymptote ba =)

2009-10-28T01:36:00.001+08:00

sometimes a few words will do the job~ ^^

2009-10-21T19:03:00.002+08:00

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! I WON'T EVER GIVE UP!!! =) ^^

LOVE

2009-08-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS....... My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. ^_^

2009-08-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

haha~ =)

wang shi bu kan hui shou ah~

2009-08-16T08:44:00.002+08:00

I miss those times together~ I really miss it I really miss it~

A lot of people say human will change~ And I totally agree =) yup human will change but as long as we are HAPPY~ everything is alright~

A lvl A lvl A lvl...~ I wonder when I am not stress at all~

GUIPING: 2 more months it is just 84 more days~
You can do it de! Just endure and everything will past and the FUTURE is ours~

I know I am a smart girl! Everyone is smart~
I really think that I am a girl that is lack of confidence~ but because of all the precious friends and family~ I can do it I really can do it...~

Went to see my past...my past de blog post~
MY life is so interesting everyday then...~
I must bring it back after A lvl! I promise~!
guiping will be as happy as she can be

SHE just need a little bit more
1. CONFIDENCE
2. FAITH IN HERSELF
3. JUST DO IT!

I really can de wor~ Just like what I did for last year promo...
Even though it is tough I can pull through it de la~ =)
HAHA!

My aim is not to get AAAAAAA but my aim is to get into UNI and get a course I LOVE~

my target for A lvl :

A for maths
A for chem
A for geography
A for physic
C for GP~

( rmb aim high and you will fall high and work towards your aim~)

Aim for the moon because even if you fall you will fall onto a star~ ^^

haha~ aft a long long time again~! =)

2009-07-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.

The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

'Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Hmmm~ after a long long time~

2009-07-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

After a long period of time...~ I have decided to blog again~ ^^

A lot of things happen...A lot of emotions kept deep in my heart...

Too many things happen in this year...Happy? Sad? Confused? Stressed?

Experience too much...simply too much for me to cope

Time for me to grow up and really be more mature

I am no longer as childish as I were in the past

I am no longer a child, I must make the correct decision in life and stay strong no matter what happen. ^^

Learnt a lot along the way~

I believe all these are valuables lessons learned in life~

So let's just be POSITIVE

BELIEVE everything will just turn out to be the best! =)

2009-05-29T22:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~

Happy to be together with my friends, happy to be together with my family, happy to be together with everyone! especially U!
haha~

Being happy is actually very easy de wor~ just dun think too much and treat everything with a simple mindset and everything will be so fine and happy de wor~!

haha!
hmmm...baked cookies at huaypeng's hse for the 1st time!
It is so fun and nice la~
Tired but OVERALL is GOOD~!!!

I really hope everything is as gd as can be now! ^^ haha

Thanks zhiwei thanks huaypeng thanks huiyan thanks wengqin thanks jocelyn thanks everyone that is close to me and most imptly THANKS WANRONG!!!

*heex!*

2009-05-11T12:57:00.003+08:00

=P

To my lovely friends : I really cherish you and happy that you all are always there for me de =)

To my family : If there isn't you all beside me I won't be what I am now ( you all are the MOST important to me)

I SERIOUSLY CHERISH WHAT I HAVE NOW AND I DUN WAN TO LOSE ANYONE OR THING THAT I HAVE NOW ^^

2009-05-11T12:55:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness gracious~ I haven update my blog since long long time ago...
because my life is always about the same ma =P

Nothing interesting just plain simple and yet happy life =)

HAHAHA!

Happy or sad is always determine by youself~

So let us choose only HAPPINESS k? haha!~

2009-04-12T17:35:00.003+08:00

haha~! my blog is super duper dead~

but i am not going to revive it leh~

Because everyday is repeating itself lately...

Test
SYF
lesson
tutorial
never ending life story of a girl call guiping~

haha! thats the boring life i have recently sian ma?

Getting used to it le so I am perfectly alright now!!!

Dance used to be a thing I am looking forward to in the past
Maybe it is because of the bondedness in our dance cca
But during my JC life I dun really feel it~
16 Apr please come asap~ No matter of the result I won't be sad de!

every actions have its own consequences~
I MUST believe in myself~!

Sports meet!

2009-03-14T11:17:00.005+08:00

Woo, yesterday is JJ 2009 sports meet ^^

Once again BIKILA is the champian! Hurray~~~!!!

haha~ I am a helperin the sports meet haha so fun to be a helper. Actually i didn't help much la haha!!! Went to be a helper for fun only n_n

heex! Then went to eat seoul garden with some of the ogls haha !

The ice cream plus brownie is so nice la!!! haha! I like the chicken there also~ =P

And it is quite cheap lor~ $15 only heex!

I think we are the noisest group there.

Then go to nearby playground to play catching with some kids.

They keep say "catch me catch me".

LOL!

March holiday started. It will be my study break too! Must really study hard le. But here Iam blogging now and slacking AHH!!!
Monday is my chemistry SPA! I haven study yet la! I am such a slacker in nature.
WORK HARD GUIPING!!!

2009-03-10T20:49:00.006+08:00

Woo our big big banner~

haha! remember those crazy times together!

Woo~ just finish my maths test~! so must give myself a little bit of encouragement de =) so *claps* for myself!!! haha~

HahA! brought my secondary school class photos to school today ^^

I really think that I change alot~ I mean in terms of my appearance haha!

I think thats a good thing ba~

快不快乐是人自己选择的。我要我的快乐，我相信我会快乐的。

JIA YOU! I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT DE !!!!

I really think that what yifeng told me yesterday when we are celebrating siyi's bdae is making a lot of sense in me =) Thanks yifeng!

If it wasn't you maybe I will still be very 执著 on something haha!~ n_n

放开自己的心来可能会得到更大收获，得到更多的快乐。

Randomness~:

Dreams are there to show you the way

Close your eyes

And find out what they are trying to say

Love is just a second away~

Make the magic rule

Let the miracle stay~

2009-03-08T15:41:00.003+08:00

2009-03-08T15:36:00.001+08:00

woo~ my orientation banner~

2009-03-07T19:41:00.004+08:00

What I am going to do now? I AM CONFUSED!!!

Some songs are really very nice and depicts my situation very well~

A lvl~ A lvl~ A lvl~ I will JIAYOU DE!!!

HERE I COME my Straight As!!!

I know it is not impossible de because nothing is IMPOSSIBLE!

THANKS TO MY FRIENDS THAT ARE ALWAYS SUPPORTING ME!
sometimes I think I really need to be more independent~
I will try very hard de!

haha!!

2009-03-01T13:15:00.003+08:00

This is my 90th post! LOL! haha. This is a random post~ because i find 1 of the email very interesting so i decided to post it here! =) READ IT OK!

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS....... My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. ^_^

after orientation camp!

2009-02-21T14:11:00.002+08:00

HEY! As promised I will update my blog! =) i am a good gal ok!

WOW! time really flies, since starting of the orientation prep I have not much time to update this blog~ This blog is dying le!!! nvm i will revive it =) haha!

Now orientation camp is finally over! =) I love my admin day OG 19 and also my real OG 23!!!
haha! I think they all very cute lor haha~! When i recall my orientation camp and my OGLs the memories is still very fresh in my mind! The reason why i choose to become an OGL is also mainly becos of my ogl ken shirlyn xuelian valerie and peng xiang~! 5 OGL to 1 OG, alot right? But this year due to shortages of man power we only have 2 ogl to 1 og. =)
I will never forget your de! Dun forget me also ok! hahah!!!
09S09 rocks~OG 19 & 23 forever!!!
Hope that my camper still enjoy it alot alot~~!!! ^^

Lets talk about family 3 ba~
F3 rocks to the max la! I think the best things i got from all this camp is i get to know alot of friends!!! I really enjoy spending time with them la! haha~ so fun...
When we are having family dance practice, family meeting, family dinner and all the painting of banners~! All these memories are just so precious. How i wish i can write all of them down in this blog after every event happen =) I love our family dance, so nice =) we should dance it again ok!
Actually my dance partner at first is not benny, but damien. ^^ ok la both of them are good ok!
haha! And thanks to my OG mate delwin ah! haha~ cause i always MIA during the camp~ =P
Oh! thanks hui yan, anges, felicia and jocelyn to listen to all my "worries" ah! haha!!! I really dun wan the camp to end! I really dun wan to drift apart from all of ur! Sometimes when i dun see F3 my heart will have a bit of not used to it de lor dunno why~. I call it the "post camp" syndrome ba haha!!!

Alot of jokes and alot of gossips also come out due to this camp!
I remember the times whereby we all change into our secondary school uniform!
I am from FUHUA not NANHUA ok =)!

F3 members:
1.Raymond ( family head )
2.GuiPing ( Assistant family head)
3.Felicia ( Treasurer)
4.Anges ( Painting + cheering I/C )
5.Yen Sze ( Painting + cheering 2nd I/C)
6.Hui Yan ( even though she have no post but she helped alot in painting ok! )
7.Benny (Dance commitee~ because alot of dance steps is by him and delwin)
8.Delwin (Dance commitee~ because alot of dance steps is by him and benny)
9.Ching Kit (Dun paint on my leg anymore ok! haha!! he likes to paint on ppl )
10.Nicholas ( Alot of girls like him de ok! esp jessica ~ =P )
11.Jaya ( she is a very nice person!!!)
12.Anu ( she is also very nice!)
13.Theresa (no comment )
14.Anthony (haha)
15.Chu Harn ( WAH SIAO! )
16.Joey ( She is so cute la! )
17.Justin (He is a very "cool" person)
18.Jocelyn ( She always promote korean BBQ)
19.Syafiq ( he always do crazy stuff that make us happy ^^)
20. Damien ( he is such an cool plus pro designer la!!! TALENTED!)

This camp is really very meaningful and very memorable !!!
MEMORIES!!! :
1. stay till very late in school ( the last to go off the guard know us very well le )
2. make stupid videos ( haha! lohyee so funny that time)
3. horfun ( near the school)
4. the PD block banner
5. the family dance practices
6. the night we stayed up late to do family gift
7. the 300 test tube that we ordered
8. the times we spent together
9. the sakae sushui buffet ( we need to eat everything within 1 hr)
10. The chemistry make-up practical ( the noisiest prac ever!)
11. The maths recovery by mr leow
12. The OGL prep camp!
13. The first time we see our camper
14. WELCOME TO JJ THIS WAY PLEASE!
15. The family structure~!
16. The paint on our shirt~
17. The trip to daiso~!
18. The calling of our camper at hui yan's house!
19. chiong homework at hui yan's house
20. ALL THE THINGS EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!

OGL'09 IS THE BEST!!!

08S31!!! I also love your thanks for all the support and all the help your have given to me during this period of time ok! I LOVE 08S31!!!

hey~!!

2009-02-06T13:30:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY 08S31~ !^$EVA !!!!

I LOVE FAMILY 3 TOO!!!!

HEEX!!! I UPDATED MY BLOG FINALLY!~!

2009-01-11T17:24:00.002+08:00

My mind is in a mess now.

things that is in my head

1. OGL ( not really busy but I have my worries too)
2. SYF ( I dunno, really dunno. Can I really meet the teacher expectation?)
3. Studies ( Can I concentrate on my studies?)

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! I Believe I can do it!

8~11 Jan (orientation prep camp)

Enjoyable, memorable.
I believe all these memories will always be in my heart.
Hope that it will stay forever~
I won't give up ^^

2008-12-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

My new year aims :

1. Learn how to be a hardworking mugger and score well for every test/exams!
2. Learn how to accept all the facts that already happen
3. I want to be more optimistic!
4. Not get into any form of time consuming commitment.

Things that I need to do:

Give more care and concern to my LOVE ones

2008-12-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

^my SYF in 2007~ haha! missed my dance mates in fuhua!

(can you spot me?)

I have a SAD new year~

haiz...sian ahh!

2008-12-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

AH!!

This few days are really busy busy busy~

Saturday~ 27/12/2008

Went for 4E1'07 class outing! wooohooo~ Overall it was FUN!
10 cents game is really fun if you really enjoy it and dun think that it is childish lor lame!
=P

Monday~ 29/12/2008

Dance practice...Today dance practice is really the most vigorous one as compared to the past.
My back, shoulder, waist, leg, tummy and knee is REALLY SUPER PAIN!!!!!!!!!
1 bruise on my right shoulder, 2 on my knee~...

Tuesday~ 30/12/2008

Dance practice again...went to buy salonpas, if not my body will really break into 2 half.
Had my dinner at zhou's kitchen. The buffet is really very nice~ yum yum!
OMG! My new timetable is out...our new classmates are from the CLL class!
AND THE MOST FUSTRAING THING IS MY GEOG TEACHER FOR NXT YEAR IS MR DARYL LIM!!!! GOSH! WHY AM I SOOOOOO SUAY TO HAVE HIM AS GEOG TEACHER!!!!!!

...haiz...haiz...

2008-12-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

Your Handwriting Says You Are Somewhat Traditional

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a lot of space in your life, and it's easy for you to feel stifled. You avoid commitment and responsibility whenever you can.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2008-12-29T01:15:00.005+08:00

In MRT

Random shot!

We are "siao" le

I am "siao" le

Siyi WanRong GuiPing

2008-12-29T00:55:00.002+08:00

This is super duper accurate!!!

What my birthday means? 16 June 1991

You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love, You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

My strengths:

Strongly loyal to family values.

My weaknesses:

Pessimistic, haughty and sometimes unsociable and miserly.

2008-12-26T00:22:00.001+08:00

merry christmas!!!!!!!

2008-12-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

SIAN AH~!

2008-12-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

LOL! CLAN 2 TRIBE 5 OUTING~

2008-12-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

wah my hair is super messy~

hello!

back view~ my 4E1 class tee~

2008-12-18T23:25:00.004+08:00

who is the head behind? ans is : gnosnew

which 1 is me?

playing ? wensong and ervin finding? wynne is hiding under the sade?

the ball on my hand is not a basketball!

2008-12-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

huiching weiman wensong

guiping wynne junri~

2008-12-18T23:13:00.003+08:00

The best photo shot of the day~ Wonder how I do i right! haha!

people in the mirror: junri ervin me wynne

people outside of the mirror : wensong

People present in the outing

2008-12-18T22:19:00.007+08:00

OK! this is a "siao cha bo" la

miss ang weiman

miss ong yi lun

mr ooi wensong ( he love to take photos)

Mr Lim jun ri a.k.a horse face

Mr ervin tham

Mr desmond lau~

miss chua hui qi

Miss hui ching

2008-12-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

My classmates since primary 1

1I ' 1998

guiping 1I 2A 3A 4H 5I 6/7

wynne 1I 2? 3? 4? 5I 6/7

jun ri 1I 2? 3? 4? 5I 6/7

wensong 1I 2A 3A 4F? 5I 6/7

wow! I knew wensong and wynne since kindergarden due to our mum!

so we know each other for more then 13-14 years~

2008-12-18T21:48:00.006+08:00

6-7 tolerance '2003 pioneer primary school!

I love 6-7 tolerance '03 4ever~

chalet + primary school class outing

2008-12-18T20:44:00.004+08:00

16 dec : went to fuhua dance chalet with wengqin and yiqi ! played true or dare within ourself haha! ( funny right 3 people playing true or dare ) so we ended up playing true only no dare. Happy knowing ea other de secrets... Went to the beach near chalet and stepped onto a very muddy floor our leg is all mud YUCKS! Weng qin slippers is stuck in the mud while she is trying to jump across the mud haha! Played "007" at night haha! So funny~

17 dec : Went to primary school outing...So I left the chalet at 8.30am and reached boonlay MRT station at 10am. Saw my primary school classmates ( wynne, weiman, huiching, yilun, ervin, wensong, junri, desmond ) everybody didn't really change haha! Went sentosa...played volley ball ( i am very lousy), monkey... hit by ball for dunno how many times lol! Gossiped about people in 6/7 tolerance'03 ( lol! i did most of the talking...) fine~ Took 42 phtos in total. haha! ( consider very little as compared to normal amt that i will take normally ) Went back to vivo then they had their dinner at yoshinoya I had my dinner of hotdogs and chicken wings back at the chalet. I really enjoy the outing haha! I my memory I think I did a lot a lot of stupid and childish things in primary school~ A typical "siao cha bo" haha~ eh but I really became normal as compared to the past le ok! Sorry to everyone if I really did stupid things on ur~
I really forget completely that the person that cause wensong front teeth to chipped is me =P sorry~ you know 年幼无知! After they sent me to the MRT they wentfor for their movie~ (ty for sending me there haha!) I really enjoyed it. When back to chalet and they played "007" those who lose will be bombed using water bombs...I think I lost twice~ I am super cold~~!!! Play " silent pig" I have the slowest reaction la! dumb me ( I really gong le ! ) Some of them went to the red house near the chalet~ while some of them stayed in the chalet to sleep haha! I am the one sleeping too...I am super cold la! Because i slept without blanket~

18 dec : left the chalet at 11.16am went back home and slept until 7.30pm. Had dinner~ and now I am blogging lor~ haha!

19 dec : will be working at fuhua sec sch @ 8am ~ 3pm... Then go to tribe outing~ but I dunno any details about the outing at all...nobody inform me ~

will upload photos when all the photos is sent to me!

2008-12-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

2008-12-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

me and my little cousin =)

2008-12-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

me, huaypeng, yaoan, shakina, hui shan

me and hui shan~

2008-12-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

Jin sze, Jolene, Weng qin and ME! haha outside JP mac

Me and Weng Qin haha!

2008-12-15T00:59:00.002+08:00

I am so relieve now because I have recovered ^^ haha!

But the thing that I can't really put down is my homework...
Can you imagine I have finish my HOMEWORK...

OMG! I am such a super duper slacker~~ ( a bullet just went through my heart )
haiz...how am I going to cope with nxt year work...and how am I going to do my revision for this year work...GOSH!

I think I gave up on doing the revision...I only want to finish my homework first...

I won't have time this week because

15 dec : going to JP to celebrate yihui's early birthday
16 dec ~ 18dec : Fuhua dance's chalet
17 dec : Primary school outing 6/7 tolerance
19 dec : tribe 5 outing~
20 dec : I dunno what's happening but I remember something is on that day
21 dec : I am working...~

sad right!!! so tell me how am I going to finish revision =(

Help!

Need to buy quite a lot of things tomorrow at JP

1) my slippers/sandals (because i left mine in malaysia...)
2) small bottle of shampoo and body wash ( for many purposes )
3) wallet? (because mine is too big i need a smaller one...)
4) magazine ( for my family and of course me! haha! )
5) water bottle ( I seroiusly need 1 and I must NOT lose it again! FYI: my forte is to lose water bottle, wallet and handphone )

I think thats all for the moment...~